given my propensity to douse any joyous occasion with desolate spirits, i am most inclined to ask, is this even real?i've always been about proof. and i just lied to you, because it clearly hasn't always been that way. it's been about hunches, about faith, about predispositions, about an affinity for persons and places i never knew.
but people grow. and they learn better.
on that account and that account only,
i'm the smartest motherfucker that's ever lived.
[you've got everything going for you so i'll go for you with everything i've got]
right here.
"we all have this idealistic notion of who we want to be."
at 40, at 30, at 22.
that girl up there? she's really rad,
and i need you to know something: she's trying so, so hard.
on all accounts, and all accounts only.
That girl up there, I love that girl! Soon enough, you won't have to try so hard, it just happens!!!
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