i think that, more than anything else, it was about friendship.
sitting and talking, just talking, for hours. hours on end.
about nothing at all. about everything you've ever needed to say
and never needed to hear.
substance: you wouldn't think it, but these kids have it.
and the worst part about it? the kid doesn't know how beautiful he is.
my fix, gotta have it.
i think that, more than anything else, it's in the denial and the proposal.
what could you possibly want from me at 2 in the morning?
we can sit and talk, just talk, for hours. hours on end.
heat lightning, plans for the greatest summer ever,
heavy air and cold raindrops. i'm home, come over.
windshield wipers on, locked and loaded, falcon to raptor, over.
my fix, gotta have it.
i think that, more than anything else, it's in the lies.
more truth than you can handle, in ambiguity and in metaphors.
in stretched stories and twisted adjectives,
there you have it folks, last chance.
i've captured something here, but you can have it back.
next to the power rangers is the greatest summer i ever had,
but this will be better. we planned it, after all.
summer fucks and fuckups,
my fix, gotta have it.
interesting prose
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ReplyDeleteIt's like piecing together a puzzle really - It's not really about the picture you know...its about the process. Searching in anticipation for the next piece. I haven't looked at the box just yet, that would ruin the excitement. I find myself thrilled by this sort of thing really. I'm examining each piece while blind folded. Running my fingers over every raise and dive of the clue. I fancy myself rather cryptic - But I know that i am just vague. But here is something special, and I know it...maybe that's why i find myself so very anxious. "Fix" is a good word, but it's not quite there yet, you know? Im sitting here, music blaring, focused under a dim light - I just find myself amazed - whats most take for mundane...right here is golden. Maybe its that way for everyone? Then why do I see only blackness? Maybe I need to adjust my own lenses.
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